pooo! zoukout's like happening NOW at sentosa but where am i? at home. how fun. thanks but no thanks to the fever and sore throat that has chosen to visit me at such a wonderful timing. rarrr.

so christmas is just round the corner. present shopping and card making time again! why am i so positive that i'll nv get down to finishing the xmas cards? haha. okok! i promise to be a gd girl this yr and finish up all the xmas cards and send it all out before 23rd dec yar? yes, i promise! 

MY DEAR FRIENDS, WATCH OUT FOR PRETTY BEL'S PRETTY XMAS CARDS! HANDMADE OK! SAY NO TO MASS PRODUCED CARDS AND SAY YES TO BEL'S. WOOHOOOO!

anyway, i wanna go on a holiday. a short one will do pretty fine but seems like i wont be getting outta dear old singapore any time soon ): i'll just have to depend on my lovely roomie to bring me stuff esp delightful food back from hongkong!! she better, otherwise i'll strangle her to death. haha. ok. i admit im the evil roomie. and you have a prob with that ? :D

I woke up this morning feeling kind of blue
and I stumbled out of bed and
dragged my feet across the room
Right outside my front door was a rose
and a note that said 'Somebody Loves You'

But out on the street it starts to pour
and before I get soaking wet,
A total stranger runs to give me
the jacket off his back
I turn around to thank him
But he waves me with a smile
And I can hardly believe my eyes
He puts on a halo and starts to fly

Take a look at the ordinary
Don't need to look for Paradise
You could be next to
an angel in disguise

I met a good friend for lunch
and we had a delicious meal
But I forgot to bring my wallet
I felt like an imbecile
But she was sweet, she gave me a treat and
Bought me a chicken sandwich
To take home for tea

But out on the street with nothing to eat
A man and his shopping cart go
Travelling to places
Collecting social graces
I give him my sandwich
and we chatter for a while
I see a rainbow wash over his eyes
He gives me his halo and
I start to fly

Take a look at the ordinary
Don't need to look for Paradise
You could be next to
an angel in disguise

Don't try to hide away from me
I know you're by my side

Take a look at the ordinary
Don't need to look at Paradise
You could be next to
an angel in disguise
Everyday can be legendary
Every minute, an endless surprise
You could be the next angel in disguise

I woke up this morning
Feeling kind of new

just had the sudden urge to pop by my dear old blog for an entry. exams are seriously just round the corner. 4 more days to the first paper. 3 more to be exact since its already tuesday.

boyyyy. cant believe it. i've actually gone through one sem of uni life. thats like only 5 more sems to go before i actually leave this place and get my ass into the working society. and thats IF i ever ever graduate. sounds really intimidating.

seems to me that my life's been played on fast forward mode. ULTRA fast forwarded. so fast such that everything has turned into a blur and im unable to make ends of what has happened. will prolly be making use of the dec hols to recollect myself and reflect upon the past few months. there was soooo much to adapt to, so much to learn. new environments, new friends, new knowledge. and most of all, i learned to share my living quarters with someone else! haha

hall life has indeed taught me pretty much. i had to switch from having a room all to myself, having my laundry done, my floors vacuumed and mopped, dinner prepared to a tiny and dirty room (and having to divide the space by two ppl - am not complaining cos i love my roomie!!!), having to sweep my own floors and also washing toilets! man. have i grown to be more independent. and soon, i'll learn to operate the washing machine in hall and i'll start doing my own laundry. by then, i'll be a true blue independent young lady (: if i sound like im complaining, im not. am just trying to note the before and after in my life. yup yup

and and ... 17 more days to the most impt day of the year everyone! my long-awaited birthday. yes yes. im turning 19 real real soon. whoppiee! plus its right after the exams. cant wait. by then, it'll be party time (: lalalalala

i dont understand how and why uni students can be so hardworking. like they can keep up with tutorials and they wake up at 8 freaking 30 to go for lectures. haha. i cant!!! 8.30 is too early for me to go for any lectures. how how? the only time i wake up so early is when its a friday and i have tutorials or when there's project discussions. boo. think im lagging way too much for my own gd. i need motivation. where's my motivation? where where where?

haiks. maybe i shld stop whining and start studying as of NOW. yups. exams in a mth and im so not looking forward to da pao-ing all my modules. so yar. annabel ang is gonna ba a hardworking girl and start doing work. pls nag her if she doesnt. yes yes. help her!

oh oh. i have to add that i hate NTU's location. its at disgusting ulu-fied boon lay. i feel so alienated from civilization ):

somehow...

something seems to be missing

things are going awry

people are vanishing

my mind's drifting

life's fading

i cant wait to get home

maybe you can tell me why. MAYBE

damn. the OB case is killing me. having to read 13 pages of crap for tutorial is shit. im barely done with 2 pages but no worries. i still have 2 hrs to finish it. yep.  

anyway, im starting to feel that im a lot less bitchy nowadays, judging from the kinda words and tone i use. thats good. im starting to evolve into a nice little girl (: what do you think? muaha. i admit that i still gossip but at least i dont bitch ok. bitching is evil. im not. BUT i do realise that im starting to get vulgar. not like i wasnt vulgar in the past. just that im becoming MORE vulgar. damn. what with all the NTU and hokkien phrases. now i insert all sorts of weird lingo into my lingo. gosh. i am seriously starting to sound like a smelly ah lian. someone freaking save me please. i dont wanna be an ah lian. hell no. mummy!!!

talking bout which, i hope my mummy gets more rest and time off for herself. she's been kept busy, too busy recently. yup. absolutely random but necessary (:

bye world

im like super bored now so i thought i shld blog. its been long since i came in here.

anyway, i've gotten my lappy and its SUPERBBBB!! im like online most of the time. so ppl, talk to me and entertain me when you see me online (:

we're into our third week of uni now and boy, does time really fly. i havent gotten out of the holiday mode and into the mugging mode yet and seeing all these ppl mugging and what not is pretty terrifying. BUT i dont care. haha. i like the way im living my life now and i'll try my best to adapt. i will start doing my tutorials SOON. i hope i survive man.

By the way, uni life has been really really good so far. i like my hall and i loooove my roomie. haha. she's like the best. our room's gotta be the messiest girl's room around. everyone who has seen our room goes like 'your room's really really messy'. not that we want to ok. i just dont understand why the others can have so little barang barang. i have sooo much stuff i've like used every possible drawer and what not.

basically, im having a great time now and i hope it carries on this way. and i wanna add that my english is sooo very horrible now. my whole blog entry is simply incoherent and utterly terrible. that makes me really sad. boohoo.

im sorry you cried. it just wasnt in me to do anything. im sorry im a shithead.

its been long

Seems like just yesterday, you were a part of me
I used to stand so tall, I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight, everything it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong

Now I can't breathe, no I can't sleep
I’m barely hanging on

[Chorus:]
Here I am, once again
I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything, opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright, for once in my life
Now all that’s left of me is what I pretend to be
So together, yet so broken up inside

Cause I can’t breathe, no I can’t sleep
I’m barely hanging on

[Chorus:]
Here I am, once again
I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me, then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you, it kills me now
No, I don’t cry on the outside anymore
Anymore

[Chorus:]
Here I am, once again
I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

[Chorus:]
Here I am, once again
I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

it's half time now. so i sneaked in time to blog. have to hurry!!

anyway, the past week has been fantabulous. my first week of freedom after almost half a year of dreadful work. cldnt have asked for more. it's been a tiring week though.

monday was out with sha to TRY and get fwah's present but failed. tues was tanning with aud, ching, sha, fwah and rz. sun was HOT HOT HOT. got a little darker but not much i guess. then wed was baking with ching aud and rz at ching's hse. we baked muffins and brownies which turned out...hmmm, no comments i guess. haha. shall post pics when i receive it. and then at night, went mambo to celebrate fwah's birthday. mambo was not bad but i thought we left a tad too early. oh well. we can always go again (: then on thurs, met up with sha, fwah, kimmy and xl to celebrate fwah's bday AGAIN. haha. food was GREEEAAATT as usual. we always eat when we meet up. oh boy. and on fri, felt like i was falling sick, so i dint go bugis with aud and ching in the end. and today, i mean sat, i was busy packing my luggage cos im flying in less then 7 hours time!!! totally cant wait. it'll be like shopping shopping shopping eating eating sleep shopping shopping shopping eating eating sleep. non-stop for five awesome days!! can you believe it. muaha. im like totally excited now.

and i think its time i went back to watching my match. its calling out to me!! alright then. till i get back from hongkong. for now, please miss me. bye singapore! hi shopping, my love (: